about yesterday...

Mood:
uber happy :D

Hi there!
well, sorry for not posting yesterday.. you see...
we went out to search for an OJT... err... whatever
hmm... and yesterday we went to knight's house... eheheh XD
yay! we went there to have a small picnic
hmm... It really feels good to be with my friends.. specially with my knight :D
Marianne brought her guitar, named amller, along
and Glecy is with us too
err... hmm... we eat manga with bagoong... yummy! XD
and I get to take a nap and eat with my knight by my side n_n
hmm... what more...
yay! I got to experience piggyback ride with my knight
and he said that I'm heavy T^T
but well, that's ok... ahehhe n_n
hmm... what more... err... even if it's my 3rd time to visit his house,
I always get nervous when I meet his parents ^^"
e to, after the picnic, we went to his house again
and his Mom and Dad went to someplace
Glecy went home coz it's late, like 6:30 pm
and Marianne was singing at their sala... videoke alone
I went inside my knight's room... and it's very dark
He showed me a letter he received from someone that has a crush on him
And when I read that letter, I feel so... down... some feeling that made me sad
coz there's someone out there that loves him more than I do
I really feel it in that letter... her love for him
and it kinda reminds me of Marianne ^^"
hmm... but then, he picked me rather than that girl
and now, I realize that I should love him more than how much that girl loved him
I mean, I want to be deserving though... eheheh ^^"
And coz I don't want to lose him...
can I write this? hmmm..
I want to say that...
HE IS MINE! AND ONLY MINE
It's really selffish, but that's what I feel
hmm... after that, we decided to go home coz it's late
It's 7:30 pm.. and my mom just texted
I still have an errand to do
I have to deliver our grades in Retorika at our Prof's house
hmm... my knight said if it's ok for me to be accompanied by him
I refuse, coz it's late and he have something to do
But he really wants to, so I have no choice but to let him
and so, we ride a jeep
the worse part is, I don't remember our Prof's place O_O
We were lost, so we walked and walked until I remember where the place was
ahehhe... and then we delivered the grades safely, and went home
Oh by the way, when we were walking, he said that he'll miss me
coz we'll not see each other for a week (it's our vacation)
and I feel the same way..
but I just said that, it's only going to be a week and he should make himself busy...
but even so, he said that he'll still be missing me
hmm... that time, I want time to stop
and I want him to be always by my side
I really don't want to go home that time
And I wish we can be together all the time
while we were at the tricycle, he kissed me on my cheeks
telling he'll miss me again and again
I also said that I'll miss him
and kiss him on his cheeks for like, 10 seconds or so
hmm... he request for a kiss on my lips
and he kiss me for like a second... aheheh ^^"
but then, I think he wants it to be a longer one
so we kissed again, like 30 seconds, while at the tricycle
woah! I wish the driver didn't see us... or more over, I wish nobody saw us O_O
hmm... and then we asked the driver to let us down uhm, not near our subdivision
and we walked and I waited for him to ride another tricycle coz he's going home
I repeatedly said that I love him n_n
while we were walking, he suprisely kissed me on my lips again
ahahah! it's a really sweet kiss
we kiss like, for 20 seconds or less
and I really felt that he'll miss me from that kiss
hm... after that, we bid goodbye
and I walked home
and sleep coz of exhaustion
and today, is really a boring day
I woke up 10:00am
and the first thing on my mind
was his face
and I really love what I'm thinking
ee... I want to shout out loud that I love him n_n
ohhh... I want to daydream so...
that's all for today!
My third year college life ends yesterday
bye-beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

errr... yeah... -_-...

Mood:
somewhat annoyed ^^"

hey blog... sorry for not updating...
sigh... ok the same reason... busy, lazy,... -_-...
hmm... but now, let me write what I feel...
today is a very... busy day...
ugh, I went to school to ask my CISCO prof if I can still take the final exam online...
hmm... I haven't taken it yet coz of some reason...
gonna tell u later mmkay?
not on the mood right now... -_-...
and then, our CISCO prof was not around yet
ugh... and so I decided to go to CASS to meet my retorika teacher coz I'll submit our grades
but alas! she's not around... $#%$@^&
hmm.. I was feeling weak... coz I'm alone...
and I didn't eat breakfast and lunch..
so I decided to eat at Mcdo
I treat myself for WORKING SO HARD HAHAH!
hmm... yesh, I was so tired and thirsty that time
and I look like a moron... -_-...
hmm... after that, I return to school, and saw my classmates
yesh they look so... as if they don't have any problems...
envy envy...
well, look at me... I'm so busy and I'm like walking around!
while they are just chatting and doing things they want to do
well, I guess I deserve to be busy
that's my consequence for having fun last weekends
and for always sleeping for too long orz
hmm... Marianne and Glecy look like they don't care if they still can take the final exam in CISCO,
and decided to go to some place quiet and cold
I mean, WTF?! as if they really really really don't care!!!
and they want me to answer their final exam?! #!%^#&^$&*
arrgh... YESH! I REFUSE!
that's too much... way tooooo much!
they have their little relaxing time enjoying theirselves while I
I was like sooooo busy the whole time!
and I'm kinda annoyed waiting for our prof!!!
and then, yesh... they left...
they leave me and go to the place they want to stay
I was left there waiting...
moan... I wish someone will accompany me....
but no00o0o0o0o0...
my classmates Neil and Clariza were there
but they were busy chatting -_-...
hmm... after that I went to the net lab...
and saw some friends...
good thing I went there
they gave me a copy of the request form for OJT
ee... I thought I was going home empty handed T^T
soooo... I waited for the faculty meeting to end so that I can have our dean's signature
damn faculty meeting! their having their conversation waaay tooo long!!
I was like, going in and out our bldg. like a moron
and I've been walking and walking and walking and walking...
and oh, did I mention that I've been walking?!
hmm... and for an hour or so, finally the meeting ended!
I finally got the signature of those important people...
I wanna go home so badly...
and yesh, I was relieved to see our CISCO prof
and I made him reopen the final exam XD
ahahah! mission 1 accomplished! X3
the only thing I haven't done was to pass our grades and requirement to our retorika prof
but well, I'll just pass it tomorrow... if ever I see her
but now let me just relax...
and do things I want to do...
hmm... wait... something happened now
that made my heart hurt T^T
it's becoz, my knight wanted me to answer his final exam
it's ok with me coz it's him buuuuuut,
his password is really hurtfull! T^T
you know what that is???
Rellma321
rellma is marianne, my best friend
and it's his password
that's.... ouch... hurt me through the heart TT^TT
uwaah... I think he had a crush on her!!! TT^TT
that's really hurtful! so sad! so frustrating! so... so... annoying!!!
uwahahahah! my knight and my bestfriend really hurt me today!!! TT^TT
so now, I'm not in the mood to write my letter for my knight...
and to write the happenings on our monthsary last saturday... O_O
and I think I don't want to see them tomorrow
even though they have to sign their OJT forms...
so til here
hope tomorrow's a good day...
byeeeee-beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

a very VERY very special day n_n

Mood:

--> So deeply inlove

Yesh... This day is a very VERY very special day for me... and for my knight...

coz this is the day, February 27, 2010... 1:34pm... at the topmost floor of the college of education bldg at Lucinda Campus, Tarlac State University, Tarlac City, we became... an official couple n_n

err... aheheh... suprise suprise! ahahah XDDD

hmm... it started like this...

hmm... we went at school to take pics for our multimedia project... and then... blah blah yada yada.. ( I want to write the best part so I'll pass) n_n

and so, we decided to go to Lucinda campus to take pics... hm...

while we were charging the battery of my digicam, me and my Knight decided to... err... explore the educ bldg... eheheh ^^;

and so, we leave Glecy, Marianne, Nimfa and Joan there... there there.. I don't know where orz..

hm... we went to the top floor of the bldg., and up there was a very very very beautiful scene...

I was like... wow... It was really soooooo amazing...

I see how wide the whole world is O_O

aheheh... hmm... my gawd... it's so, wonderful

like, I can see the sky so clearly, and the so wide landscape... lolz (sorry bad grammar... orz)

hmm... we sat there coz it was so quiet... and there was no one around.. just the two of us

and coz we were tired of walking and going up there ehehe ^^

hmm... he then hold my hand, and ask me what was the meaning of 'Daisuki desu'

coz, yesterday, I gave him a letter and another one with that word

and he don't know the meaning of it, coz it's japanese n_n

hmm... I was really shy that time coz... idk... coz I'm nervous I think

but he really wanted me to say it,... and soo...

but I'm really nervous... and embarassed (what?)

and after a very long time, he decided to say it again

to say that he loves me... and that he really really really loves me... XD

aheheh... he's voice is still echoing inside my head hahah!

so I write it on his had... the letter 'I', and symbol heart, and the last letter 'U'...

he got excited (I think)... ahehhe... and like... hm... so happy... he's so cute hahah! XD

and then he look at my eyes... and I was like looking the other way... eheh

hm... after that, he said that he'll be more happy if I said it straight to him... in front of him... from my very own lips... ee XD

hmm... I want him to be happy so I said it... that... I love him too... in a very very very slow tone... like... he said it first before me... something like that n_n

and he was so happy he asked me if we're now a couple...

I was shocked... but at the same time happy...

we promise each other to keep it a secret from everyone... including our parents, friends... and everyone around

that is our very own secret... just the two of us knowing that... aheheh

( I hope no one will ever read this... specially mom... or else I'm so doomed O_O)

then he kissed me on my cheeks.. he asked me to kiss him too

But I was like, so aggresive (what the hell?) that time I want him to kiss me... on the lips... orz *blushes

and then, yesh... he kissed me... on my lips... like... for 10 seconds... and I was like, woah...

his lips, was sooo soft... and I want to kiss him more... so we kiss for the second time... longer than the first

hmm... my heart beats so fast it really hurts that time... O_O

and I hug him... and he hug me too

he thank me for loving him... and I felt the same way to him...

even though I want to say those things, no words came out my mouth

but I wsih he felt it anyways

I'm his first, and he want me to be his last...

and I want the same thing too

ee...then, we decided to call each other 'Yam'...

err... I donm't know why... he's the one who said it anyway ^^

It's a really funny name to call each other, and weird at the same time hahah XD

but it's cute X3

hmm... I really think he's sooo cute that time..

when I was looking on his eyes, I really fell inlove...

ahahah... isn't it weird?

I'm in love... so deeply inlove...

I don't want this feeling to go away...

I want to, share the good and bad times with him

Always with him... I want that...

I really really really love him

I said it to him while I hug him so tight

and then, when we decided to leave, I kiss him again while walking (woah I was so aggresive, don't you think? O_O)

and hug him tightly... so tight... that I don't want to let him go... and I mwant to stop time

hm... but then, the others are waiting for us aheheh...

before we went downstairs, he asked for one last kiss

and that kiss, was like... so sweet...

he kiss me like... he don't want to let it go hahah!

and me too, I want to stop time that time... and kiss him crazily

yesh... I'm crazily inlove...

I'm so weird... this feeling is sooo weird... everythings weird

and I can't believe I receive my first, second, third and fourth kiss that time

and I'm sooo happy coz it's from him

I love it, this feeling... I want to cry... tears of joy...

I wish, we can still do that sometime...

I want him to feel the same feelings I did

so... that's that... our love story...

This is not the end... but the beginning of our very long journey

It's going to be tough, but I wish our relationship will be strong

and I wish we can be stronger...

ahhehe...

so til here!

by the way, sorry for not updating for almost 2 months O_O

lots of things happened... apart from that, Iw as so busy and everything

gonna tell you this later...

for now, I want to daydream... and think back what happened...

bye-bee!

Happy New Year 2010! + Yosh! 2 weeks update

'kay so I'll be posting 2 weeks update, from December 21st to 30th ^^;

December 21, 2009 - Monday

hmm... again, I can't remember... so bare with it! XC

December 22, 2009 - Tuesday

Yesh I cannot forget abou this day :D
This day my Knight and I went shopping for me to buy Christmas gifts for everyone ^^
hmm... So it started like this
At first, I didn't tell my mom that my Knight will accompany me
But just so she noticed that I'm preparing to go somewhere
So I just said the truth
I thought she'll be angry, but then she just agree and all
hmm... My mom accompany me to school, where me and my Knight will meet
After waiting, I finally saw my Knight
And it's really funny he's hiding coz he's scared to mom
(coz he didn't know that mom knew we will be together heheh)
hmm... we were laughing and all
And my classmate, Tin, saw me, my knight and mom together
ahaha... hmm... I expect issues in school will spread at the start of class
Then Mom and I seperate ways
She's going to the market, and me and my knight will go to mall to buy gifts ^^
hmm... I thought of giving dad a tshirt, ark a chocolate and my sis a cellphone bag(?)
Sis already had a gift for mom, so she ask me not to buy one anymore,
so I have to buy one for dad
(we'll divide it between the two of us hehhe)
hmm... after we bought a gift for dad, I decided not to buy chocolates for ark (my lil bro)
I'll just buy him a box of sprinkles... ahehhe...
hmmm... and then we went to metrotown mall to buy my gift for sis
and at the 3rd floor we went to wrap the gifts
hmm... My knight bought 4 siomai, coz he doesn't have money ehehe
He said it was really spicy, so he just ate one and give the rest to me
ahahah! I was glad coz he then bought ice cream :D
hmm... what more happened?
He accompany me to buy some personal stuffs
Like lotion, cotton etc.
We were talking to each other while walking, and it's really great
I was never bored while we were walking, even if we walk a long way :)
at pass 2pm he walked me home
Mom was not home that time so he hadn't talked to her
And then we bid goodbye...
He texted me saying he was ashamed coz I was so hungry when I was with him
But I thought it's ok, it's really fun to be with him though ^^

December 23, 2009 - Wednesday

It's the death anniversary of my aunt Janet
So nobody should be too happy today
hmm... It's also Glecy's relatives' baptism today
They invited me but I insisted
I didn't texted them coz they'll just annoy me

December 24, 2009 - Thursday

One day before Christmas!
Actually we're going to celebrate or noche buena at midnight today ^^
Yesh I'm totally excited XD
I was up finishing my artwork!
(gonna post it later heheh)
and then I'll send it via friendster to my friends ^^
actually, that artwork is my gift for Papa Jesus
who is the birthday celebrant tomorrow
hmm... I'm dedicating it to Him for the talent He gave me ^^
hmm... then near midnight, my friends texted me
Greeting me Merry Christmas and all ^^
aheheh... but sad to say I didn't reply (no load orz)
I help in the preparation of foods
Like, I look for the barbeque ^^
hmm... everyone was so busy
Mom and Dad and Ark were busy sleeping
And sis, is surfing the net I think
ee... I wish everyone would wake up for the noche buena
I went outside and write a letter for Jesus through text (and still on my cellphone drafts heheh)
They did wake up, 30 minutes late -_-............
But it's ok, we exchanged gifts and all
I receive a tshirt with a very cute design, a soap, and undies from mom
ahahah! sis, ark and dad didn't give me anything but its ok ^^
hmm... after that sleep time
I had fun this day ehhe

December 25, 2009 - Friday

The day Papa Jesus came to earth! :D
I did uploaded my gift for him yesterday ehehe
hmm..., today, it's really like a normal day
But no one should be fighting...
hmm... what more...
there's still lots of kids going to houses and carol
nobody should be greedy so mom and dad gave them something hehhe

December 26, 2009 - Saturday

Crap! It's Jessica's birthday today!
Actually, it's her debut O_O
I thought it's going to be tomorrow
Glcy texted me, asking if I'll come
But Marianne said she will not, so I decided not to go too
I didn't reply on Glecy's text, nor answer her calls
(I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo rude orz)

December 27, 2009 - Sunday

Yet another occasion I didn't attend: our Christmas/Year end party as a class
Crap! I thought it was going to be swimming but I guess wrong -_-...
sigh... I just told them that mom ddn't allow me, so I didn't go
and we didn't went to church too -_-...

December 28 - 30, 2009 - Monday - Wednesday

Nothing much...coz I really don't remember heheh
I just remeber that we had a group meeting for our SAD subject
research proposal or something
and my knight and I had a fight
coz I was in a bad mood
And he was calling the later days but I didn't answer his calls
He got mad when I texted something
Like, I was pissed off and he thought he was annoying me
But then we made things up
He texted first, apologizing for being so annoying
and I apologize for being hot tempered...
He went to our house to get some lectures coz he'll review too
He was with his friend, and he gave me siomai heheh
hmm... I was happy seeing him again at this time

hmm... 'kay so til here for now,
I'm kinda lazy.............
I'm watching K-ON! eheheh
bye-bee!

OMG! update from Dec 16 T^T

Soooo sorry for not updating til now T^T
I've been sooo lazy opening my blogger.... -__-....
Well anyways, I'll complete my update from Dec.16 up to present
Just a summary, so bare with it *-*

December 16, 2009 - Wednesday

Nothing much happened,
I just sleep becoz of exhaustion and tiredness
hmm... or... uwah! I can't remember what I did this day -_-...
Gome

December 17, 2009 - Thursday

Hmmm... Today the only important thing happened was my Knight calling me on my cellphone
It was our first conversation on the phone, how can I forget? 8D
He asked me if I can come to their church on saturday
I said I should ask my parents first for their approval
and he said that he'll be the one to tell,
He'll be visiting me tomorrow to tell my parents about that
Yesh I was soooo nervous
It will be the first time a suitor would visit (suitor?)
hmm... But then that night I told my parents if they will allow to go
My dad agreed, but my mom didn't
By the way, Knight's religion is Iglesia ni Cristo (INC)
and we are Born again
Two very, err I mean sorta, different religions -_-...
My mom doesn't want me to change religions so she didn't allow me -_-...
and coz INC's don't celebrate Christmas, and they have too many don'ts on their religion
Hmm... I was thinking if I should go or not
And I know that I should be making the decision by myself
So, I texted my Knight, like, they didn't allow me something like that
But it wasn't direct
And then I go to sleep -_- zzzZZZ

December 18, 2009 - Friday

Today is the day my Knight will be visiting me home
My dad left early coz he'll get his pension at... I think AFPSLAI
I took a bath early, like 6 or 7
My Knight was here at 8:30 am, coz I asked him to come early ^^;
Hmm... We first talked outside, coz mom is in the CR
I told him that my mom doesn't agree, but he said he'll still try to ask their permission
I also said that dad is not home, and he got more nervous coz he is more comfortable talking to dad ^^
hmm... after that, we went in and took a seat, right beside each other
Like we're going to say something really important (I was thinking too many things like it's about marriage or such haahah!)
OMG I was really nervous that time O_o
And I don't know how to entertain visitors!
I wasn't talking at all!
Anyways, Mom said to him directly what she wanted to say
About the religions and such
I felt pity for my Knight... Coz he got rejected (?) by my parents... about the saturday event.... --;
I wasn't really looking at them, I looked at the TV and at the other side away from them
And then they were talking about the two of us, our relationship, etc.
Woah! Mom is really something! She thought of things too much O_O
After the very long and heart-throbing conversation, Mom left us to have time talking with each other
I wasn't really talking, coz we're in our house and sis and lil bro might hear hahah!
We were just watching TV
But then my Knight was the one talking to me
He said things like jokes and such
hmm... But I think he's sad coz of the result
Anyway, he saw my pic when I ws grade 1
And he said that I was cute! X3
He saw a rubic's cube and tried to solve it
He even teached me the tricks and how to solve it
My feeling of nervousness was gone, And we were talking to each other in a normal way
We also watched Hunter X Hunter and Bleach
After that he bid goodbye... hmm... coz it's pass 10
I walked him outside coz I still want to talk with him about what happened
And he said if it's ok with me, I can accompany him til TFBC (which is very far from home)
I said it's ok coz I was going to say something though (and I want to be with him for a little longer)
We talked about things... and about the suitor thing
He said that he'll wait until we graduated
And until I can decide for my own
Aww... the sweetest thing I heard this day :)
hmm... I asked him about his lovelife
And he openly told me about it
hmm... should I, write it? or maybe on another journal about him next time ^^
And then Mom saw us sitting at the bakery
My Knight apologize coz of that...
And I got scolded coz we were there
Mom said she gave us time to talk at home
I said that I can't really talk there coz I feel like it
and then.... there... phew! It's all finish
His first visit on his own is really sweet
And I'm glad he had the courage to do that :)

December 19, 2009 - Saturday

Coz I wasn't able to go to my Knight's church, I think I was at home all day
Gah! Can't remember anything happened this day orz -_-...

December 20, 2009 - Sunday

hmm... can't remember this one again -_-...
Is it, the Christmas party on our subdivision???
ee... can't really remember (needs memory supliment)
I just can't remember anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But one thing is sure, we didn't go to church coz of some reason -_-.....

'kay so I guess til here for now
My laziness kills me again -_-...
Gonna update tomorrow, promise!!!

continuation of Socialization '09

So this is the continuation of my entry yesterday... eheheh

hmm... so where were we?
hmm... Did I already told you about cart city?
and we walked like, from there to near metrotown?
yeah, I was in my bad mood... -_-...
Becoz I was sooo sleepy and tired otl
hmm... and then they (my classmates) decided to bring us to Stephen's boarding house
and so, Bart, Baldo, Marianne, Glecy, Knight and I went there
I felt Bart was so worried about us
Even though he wants to be with those guys, he didn't go
He's like a big bro to me I guess :)
hmm... after that, uwah... I feel so much comfortable and I lay down of exhaustment
ahahah... and I saw a big pink bear again... I hugged it and uwaahh... I felt so tired
But they opened the TV and I asked them to turn the channel on cartoon network
We watched Naruto... ahahah XD
hmm... after that, my Knight told us that he had to go...
And I bid goodbye...
hmm... yesh I don't want him to go rather, I want him to stay with us on our overnight there
But we had no choice but to just bid goodbye I guess
and then I went to the CR to wash my face
My friends said I was sooo slow
and then those guys came
And when I finish washing my face, I asked if Bart and Knight already went out
But they said they were still there
ahahah! yesh, I was really happy my Knight was still there
I really want him to guard me... ahahah :D
and then we went to the second floor coz we will sleep there
and then Knight bid goodbye for the 2nd time... and yes he will already went home that time
hmm... so I think maybe I'll just sleep coz I'm tired
But then, I charged my cellphone coz I'm battery empty
Glecy and Marianne were already tired and sleeping sound
I can't sleep, so when Bart went to our room, we tell stories and such
We were talking about my Knight
He said that he was a nice person etc
and I agree with that :)
hmm... He gave me some advices, and I was like, agreeing to whatever he says
Yesh I was serious talking to him
I even told him all the things Knight said to me
and then, he said that I should accept Knight's feelings for me
I didn't know that Marianne was still awake and I think she heard our conversation
and then she joined our story telling
and the topic jumped from there to scary stories
They were really on to it... Telling creepy and scary stuffs
I hate scary stuffs, so I don't want to listen anymore
And I always turn on the lights on my cellphone
It was already, 2am in the morning I think
And then Camilo comes in, telling his experiences
They were really scary, and up to this point I can't forget about them -_-"...
sigh... and then after that, we decided to sleep
I think I sleep for an hour...
ok so that ends the socials
I'll continue this on my entry for December 16
ahehhe... so, chao! :D

Socialization 2009!!! sigh -_-...

ok so this entry is about the socials and the happenings last December 15, 2009:

December 15, 2009 - Tuesday

Woah! Yeah! The day of our socialization has finally arrived! O(^-^)o
ahihihi... Yeah... suuuuuper excited! XD even though I was really exhausted yesterday -_-...
hmm... But first, we had a class on our Rizal subject
We check some papers... and then no more classes! woot! :D
hmm... But then I don't want to go home yet... coz It's still 9:30 am
And Mom and I had a fight -_-...
My Knight told me to help him buy a gift for their exchange gift on their org
And so we went to Metrotown to buy the doll we saw last time
We walked from school to there... and from there to school... ahehhe... -_-...
hmm... and then on our way to my house, we saw Baldo near the net cafe near the school (?)
He wanted to borrow my lectures in multimedia, so we went there for a while to give him that
And there I saw Marianne, Glecy and Tin hanging around... and some of my classmates of course
I was like, *gulp... oh no... -_-"
They saw us together....
You know why I don't like them to see us together?
It's becoz they'll just tease us
And my 3 friends, will think I prefer to be with my Knight rather than with them
They do really misunderstand me when it comes to Knight -_-...
ugh... specially Glecy -_-...
hmm... But thank goodness they didn't say anything
and just treated me ordinarily
after that, my Knight walked me home
He asked me if he can come to my house,
but I insisted, I told him about the fight with my mom
So, I went home and just sleep
I saw my mom but I didn't talk
I told my mom about the overnight... and she just said yes
hmm... what more...
At 5pm my Knight went at my house... coz he''ll pick me up ^^
And he gave me his present to me
It's the ryoma doll I really want from the UFO catcher we saw at the mall...
aww... sooo sweet! XD
And I was shocked coz Glecy and Marianne went too
But I thought it would be more ok if they went with him ^^
So, they told my mom about the overnight and about the socials
Oh by the way, I wore a miniskirt and I was a total girly... eheh - -,
But my mom said to change my skirt into pants... which I don't want
She convinced me when Glecy told me to just change when we're at school
hmm... I was changing in my room
and mom and dad asked so many things from my knight
yesh I heard everything... coz my room has a balcony so I can hear eveything whenever people are at the sala
hmm... and then after that, we went to Jo's boarding house
coz Marianne and Glecy wants to change clothes
My Knight saw this white fluffy big bear that I longed for
He was hugging it... and I feel envious so I snatched it and hug it
uwah... I really want something like that D:
Me and my Knight were fooling around giving names to that bear
And I named it... "popo" XD
Coz there's a pooh name on the tag on its back
ahahah! my friends said thatme and my knight were sooo sweet that time XD
then Marianne, Glecy and I went to the mall to buy foods
My knight didn't want to go... I think coz he doesn't have money... -_-...
But then I returned coz my bag is sooo heavy
and u know what happened?
When I was putting some of my cloths in Glecy's paperbag,
my bra suddenly jumped from my bag O_O
woah! good thing my knight was not looking.... phew! -_-....
I was laughing hard when I got outside the room
and I told Marianne and Glecy what happened
At the mall, I treated them with siomai
course I didn't treated them on my birthday, so I thought now's the time to treat them
When we came back to the boarding house, me and my knight listened to my friends mp4
The song was 'a thousand miles' which is one of my fav songs n_n
and then, 7pm, we went to the gym for the socials
My knight is right beside me... and I'm sooo happy coz this will be the first time we'll watch the socials together :D
hmm.... We enjoyed the socials n_n
Coz we're fooling around, laughing and telling stories together
ahahah! It's really fun! and I wasn't bored :)
and there was this time when he put his head on my shoulder
My heart beated so fast I was about to explode
I really don't know the feeling... It just suddenly came...
after the awarding... it's the disco
but then, he doesn't want to participate in the disco
I was relieved coz I don't want it either
He's such a good boy :)
hmm... after the socials... the plan is to go to stephen's boarding house and sleep
But they had another plan
coz Stephen and his girlfriend wants to go to cart city so they'll not go to the boarding house yet
We were forced to come with them
My Knight was very worried, and told me if my mom knew about this, she would get angry
I told him if it's ok for him to come
and yes he did come with us, co I think he's worried about me
There we saw our classmates drinking beer
My knight doesn't want to drink so we went away from them
Our classmates saw us and they were teasing us again
We didn't come inside coz they were going out there already
So now the plan was to go to stephen's place for our sake
I was sooo pissed off coz we've been walking and I feel sleepy
yesh I was in my worst mood again
ugh... ok so I'm tired writing... I'll just continue this tomorrow kay -_-....